It has Been a While, Hasn't It!

Today marks the day I go public, it marks the day I cast the fear I have carried into the wind. I must pause here.................it feels very .................tingly......... I hope this is good?  Well, I am still here writing;  the roof did not blow off , the walls crumble , and the floor disappear from beneath my office  chair! So I will keep on writing;  perhaps a little quicker; you know, just in case! 
Now the question may arise some where out there, at least I hope it does, why are you now posting this , why do you want to write, what is the purpose Pam?  
'It" is actually quite simple, so simple I am a little dumbfounded" It" has taken so long for me to figure "It' out !   A poem? A prose? Perhaps only a  simple musing.

IT... 

 The big question has moved in and out of my life. like the wind. 

Sometimes 'It" has rushed in with such ferocity I am knocked down flat, left gasping and chocking, trying to figure" It" out.
 
"It" has found me, found me out!
"It" has come for me
"It will take me away 

I am so scared of "It"

 Other times "It" flows over me , a gentle breeze
" It" tickles
" It"  makes me laugh.!

 " It" builds to a wonderful wind, that makes flags fly and clothes dry
 " It"  makes me light. 
"It "catches me and snatches me.
 I am  caught on the breeze, on an exciting ride that flows and soars!

 I have found" It"!
 I can do "It"!
 "It "is , so easy! 

The big question, the one asked deep within., the "It" in life.

 Eureka! ...... Ah ha!..

I found "It"
I know "It"
I believe "It" 
I will do "It"

I am here , I am now, I live and have being,
 I was , I am and I will be!

"It" is enough to know "It" 
"It" is more than enough to feel "It"
' Its" purpose is me
 "Its" purpose is you!

" It" is what " It" is ,and forever shall be.
Remember the purpose is you and me.
"It " is what "It" is 
And forever shall be.